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You knew I wouldn't run
I love a good challenge
And you only know difficult

Falling way too soon
My arms had no time to react
So I'll land on my back
And feel my skull crack
Hoping it makes the words in my head bleed out easier

I'll say all that I've wanted
But only to me.
Because you use calloused words of innocence to keep me at bay

Just hear me if listening makes you uneasy
You can close your ears to the breath's inbetween

I only need you

“Needing", because “want" is fleeting
For feelings that surpass the filter confusion are a rarity
But you can feel it; same as I

Give in
I love the way you walk
I love the way you talk
I love the way you move
Like there's nothing to prove
I love the way you write
I love the way you bite
I love your silly jokes
And all your playful pokes
I love the way you stare
The way you breathe the air
I love the way you smile
I become entrance all the while
From my heart to yours
We could make a whole one
“I’m sorry”.

The words finally left her mouth.

Those two words never come easy and are always said for the appeasement of another.
But sometimes, every once in a while, those words are cast with full plight.

Tears and exasperation make a convincing argument for the phrase’s legitimacy.  
I’m not saying that it was never sincere. I always take it at face value.

It’s a repentance.

Whether it is used for petty forgiveness, maintaining reputability, or begging for clemency, those two words are the padding of recourse.

For clarity, I do believe in her sincerity and I accept her apology. But, an apology, unfortunately cannot change time nor the trials and adventures that I have been upon. Our separation changed me, all the while I tried to force change upon myself.

My love for you was unmatched. Your love too was analogous.
We soon lost focus and cut the cancerous habit of being together.

The time we were to spend apart was to make us worldly and if the world permitted it, we would test our adoration upon re-collision.

But it was never me that you expected to get lost on the journey.

I was supposed to maintain my position of hopeless romanticism.

I was supposed to wait, and to try, and to finally win back my hard-fought, hard-lost, prize.

I was never supposed to have my feelings sway; to falter.

You aren’t lost. You did exactly what you promised. You and I knew the risk. “I…

I’m sorry”.
Nov 28, 2014
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Damian Mason
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Current Residence: United States
Favourite genre of music: Diverse

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Bortbyting Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for adding "Sin" to your favourites. It means a lot. :D
IAmDefective Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015   General Artist
My pleasure to support good work Nod 
inmate-oiman Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for the fave! :D
sophiaazhou Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014
thank you very, very much for adding will you journey back with me? to your +favorites :heart:

will you journey back with me? by sophiaazhou
Galder-Images Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014
Thank you for adding my image "Deco" to your favorites.

Deco by Galder-Images

It was my first time being awarded a DD, so it has taken me a while to catch up with all of my messages.

I'll be adding more from that shoot, so add me to your watchlist if you would like to be notified.

Q-E-A Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favourites!
DeScripted-LOVE Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav, your support is greatly appreciated!

If you like my work, please take a look at my Facebook page! I am a lot more active over there!
waywardgal Featured By Owner May 31, 2014  Student General Artist
You are so awesome for faving my work!
It means a so much! I hope you can consider watching :hug:

leothefox Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014   Artist
Neko Emoji-27 (Being kawaii) [V2] Thanks for faving

Alone My Soul by leothefox  
Q-E-A Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for favoriting Amura! She and I both appreciate it it very much.
xxXxBrokenxAngelxXxx Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you so much for the favorite on "She Really Doesn't Understand"
IrrevocableFate Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2014   Writer
Thank you so much for the favorite. <3
frenchfox Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2014
Many thanks for the :+fav: on "Crash in Time" , much appreciated ! :thanks:
FuTzo Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:
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Thank you for the :+fav:!
DeusArtMachina Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, thanks for the DevWatch! :D
KelaLewis-Morin Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2013  Student Writer
thank you for the fav it means a lot to me :)
Q-E-A Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks mate for the favourite
i really appreciate it
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thanx for the :+fav:
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Thanks for the favorite 
Solys Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013   Artist
thanks for watch
RichardCox Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2013  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the Watch!
theperian Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for adding 'Calliope' [link] to your collection! :heart:
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Thank you so much for adding me to your watch list, i am utterly flattered :heart: ~Theresa
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thanks for the fav it means a lot to me :)
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