Unexpected and Unfathomable by IAmDefective, literature
Literature
Unexpected and Unfathomable
Unexpected and unfathomable
She has me utterly spellbound.
I wish I could remember what I've done to win favor of the gods of love.
You have no idea.
Absolutely no idea, of who I was just before we crossed chemistry.
An accredited demon in his own right, now only concerned with how to keep that look and that smile, the very one that you're wearing now, a muscle memory, always making your reflection jealous.
I am now but a co-inhabitor inside my mind.
This is the fuel that builds wonders.
It is not only the blissfulness that has me awash.
I pang every moment that I am not seeing or every moment I am not touching you.
Ghost triggers send me re
All I ever wanted was to love you.
I wanted to love you with everything that I am.
Full strength, with all that I have.
I don’t take this lightly and I wish that you didn’t.
Your smile sets me ablaze.
I won’t hold my breath, so I can fuel this flame.
You radiate a warmth that melts me enough to thaw the ice around my heart.
My heart beats against my chest like it’s a prize fight.
Omnipresent are my thoughts of you that consume my very existence
Until I am just a fiend, needing a fix. Craving. Because no dose of you is enough.
If ever there existed cupids, I’ve been possessed; but I’ll gladly make
It used to be my favorite time of every day.
When the light that illuminates all of my misdeeds subsides
And a pale offering, casting shadows takes its place.
I picked up a second wind that cared not for the many hours of strenuity that preceded.
The night was, for lack of a better metaphor, my playground.
Oh, the history we share.
It’s a good thing that it is very good at creating and keeping secrets.
But too often, upon recent reverie, it has begun to betray me.
My once trusted comrade now preys on what I used to hold dear.
My mind is wasteful in the day but outright damned by night.
The clarity that I used to receive, has never come
You knew I wouldn't run
I love a good challenge
And you only know difficult
Falling way too soon
My arms had no time to react
So I'll land on my back
And feel my skull crack
Hoping it makes the words in my head bleed out easier
I'll say all that I've wanted
But only to me.
Because you use calloused words of innocence to keep me at bay
Just hear me.
If listening makes you uneasy, you can close your ears to the breath's inbetween
I only need you
“Needing", because “want" is fleeting.
For feelings that surpass the filters and confusion are a rarity.
But you can feel it; same as I.
Give in
I love the way you walk
I love the way you talk
I love the way you move
Like there's nothing to prove
I love the way you write
I love the way you bite
I love your silly jokes
And all your playful pokes
I love the way you stare
The way you breathe the air
I love the way you smile
I become entrance all the while
From my heart to yours
We could make a whole one
“I’m sorry”.
The words finally left her mouth.
Those two words never come easy and are always said for the appeasement of another.
But sometimes, every once in a while, those words are cast with full plight.
Tears and exasperation make a convincing argument for the phrase’s legitimacy.
I’m not saying that it was never sincere. I always take it at face value.
It’s a repentance.
Whether it is used for petty forgiveness, maintaining reputability, or begging for clemency, those two words are the padding of recourse.
For clarity, I do believe in her sincerity and I accept her apology. But, an apology, u
Picking petals from a flower gives a better chance to figure me out
What I need, what I want, what I feel
Are usually never on the same page
I won’t mislead you
I won’t lie just to soothe your feelings
My feelings are what they are, when they are, for however long
I’ve been ruined by life, you see
But it’s probably, mostly my fault
I think too much, yet think too little
I’m bi-polar in tendencies
And have an attention deficiency
So I’m on and I’m off
I switch for no good reason
Trying to figure it all at once is probably why I short circuit.
Unexpected and Unfathomable by IAmDefective, literature
Literature
Unexpected and Unfathomable
Unexpected and unfathomable
She has me utterly spellbound.
I wish I could remember what I've done to win favor of the gods of love.
You have no idea.
Absolutely no idea, of who I was just before we crossed chemistry.
An accredited demon in his own right, now only concerned with how to keep that look and that smile, the very one that you're wearing now, a muscle memory, always making your reflection jealous.
I am now but a co-inhabitor inside my mind.
This is the fuel that builds wonders.
It is not only the blissfulness that has me awash.
I pang every moment that I am not seeing or every moment I am not touching you.
Ghost triggers send me re
All I ever wanted was to love you.
I wanted to love you with everything that I am.
Full strength, with all that I have.
I don’t take this lightly and I wish that you didn’t.
Your smile sets me ablaze.
I won’t hold my breath, so I can fuel this flame.
You radiate a warmth that melts me enough to thaw the ice around my heart.
My heart beats against my chest like it’s a prize fight.
Omnipresent are my thoughts of you that consume my very existence
Until I am just a fiend, needing a fix. Craving. Because no dose of you is enough.
If ever there existed cupids, I’ve been possessed; but I’ll gladly make
It used to be my favorite time of every day.
When the light that illuminates all of my misdeeds subsides
And a pale offering, casting shadows takes its place.
I picked up a second wind that cared not for the many hours of strenuity that preceded.
The night was, for lack of a better metaphor, my playground.
Oh, the history we share.
It’s a good thing that it is very good at creating and keeping secrets.
But too often, upon recent reverie, it has begun to betray me.
My once trusted comrade now preys on what I used to hold dear.
My mind is wasteful in the day but outright damned by night.
The clarity that I used to receive, has never come
You knew I wouldn't run
I love a good challenge
And you only know difficult
Falling way too soon
My arms had no time to react
So I'll land on my back
And feel my skull crack
Hoping it makes the words in my head bleed out easier
I'll say all that I've wanted
But only to me.
Because you use calloused words of innocence to keep me at bay
Just hear me.
If listening makes you uneasy, you can close your ears to the breath's inbetween
I only need you
“Needing", because “want" is fleeting.
For feelings that surpass the filters and confusion are a rarity.
But you can feel it; same as I.
Give in
I love the way you walk
I love the way you talk
I love the way you move
Like there's nothing to prove
I love the way you write
I love the way you bite
I love your silly jokes
And all your playful pokes
I love the way you stare
The way you breathe the air
I love the way you smile
I become entrance all the while
From my heart to yours
We could make a whole one
“I’m sorry”.
The words finally left her mouth.
Those two words never come easy and are always said for the appeasement of another.
But sometimes, every once in a while, those words are cast with full plight.
Tears and exasperation make a convincing argument for the phrase’s legitimacy.
I’m not saying that it was never sincere. I always take it at face value.
It’s a repentance.
Whether it is used for petty forgiveness, maintaining reputability, or begging for clemency, those two words are the padding of recourse.
For clarity, I do believe in her sincerity and I accept her apology. But, an apology, u
Picking petals from a flower gives a better chance to figure me out
What I need, what I want, what I feel
Are usually never on the same page
I won’t mislead you
I won’t lie just to soothe your feelings
My feelings are what they are, when they are, for however long
I’ve been ruined by life, you see
But it’s probably, mostly my fault
I think too much, yet think too little
I’m bi-polar in tendencies
And have an attention deficiency
So I’m on and I’m off
I switch for no good reason
Trying to figure it all at once is probably why I short circuit.