Current Residence: United States|
Favourite genre of music: Diverse
Black NightIt used to be my favorite time of every day.Black Night by IAmDefective
When the light that illuminates all of my misdeeds subsides
And a pale offering, casting shadows takes its place.
I picked up a second wind that cared not for the many hours of strenuity that preceded.
The night was, for lack of a better metaphor, my playground.
Oh, the history we share.
It’s a good thing that it is very good at creating and keeping secrets.
But too often, upon recent reverie, it has begun to betray me.
My once trusted comrade now preys on what I used to hold dear.
My mind is wasteful in the day but outright damned by night.
The clarity that I used to receive, has never come again.
Thoughts go from flame to sizzle all before the clocks second hand slams forward.
I go from fatigue upon waking, to dragging lassitude as I find no footing in consciousness.
Nothing is getting accomplished anymore.
Nothing is stimulating.
Maybe being soulless has finally caught up with me.
At least I can take comfort in knowing that the dark
AnodyneYou knew I wouldn't runAnodyne by IAmDefective
I love a good challenge
And you only know difficult
Falling way too soon
My arms had no time to react
So I'll land on my back
And feel my skull crack
Hoping it makes the words in my head bleed out easier
I'll say all that I've wanted
But only to me.
Because you use calloused words of innocence to keep me at bay
Just hear me if listening makes you uneasy.
You can close your ears to the breath's inbetween
I only need you
“Needing", because “want" is fleeting
For feelings that surpass the filter confusion are a rarity
But you can feel it; same as I
Hearts Set a FlutterI love the way you walkHearts Set a Flutter by IAmDefective
I love the way you talk
I love the way you move
Like there's nothing to prove
I love the way you write
I love the way you bite
I love your silly jokes
And all your playful pokes
I love the way you stare
The way you breathe the air
I love the way you smile
I become entrance all the while
From my heart to yours
We could make a whole one